This is awkward. My family had to call 911 for me for the first time ever up in the mountains.
TL;DR Too much sugar will send your heart rate skyrocketing.
I guess this sounds a little cliched, but...fearing death that much made me think of all the stuff I have to live for. I have a supporting family. I have a loving boyfriend. I have great friends. And I have a talent and I'm intelligent. That's more than enough to make something out of my insignificant little life.
So I'll try to be a little more self-confident from now on and not let anyone stop me!
...except I caught some sort of stomach virus while up in the mountains. That'll stop me for a little while. <_< Oh well.
Fare thee well, watchers,